I dread being alone these days.
It makes me feel how miserable I
am feeling lately.
I want to feel happy again.
I miss the sunny attitude I used
to have.
But I am happy whenever I laughed
so hard at simple jokes.
It’s my way of coping with misery.
I want to wear that happy hat
again.
Happiness is a choice they say.
I choose it every single day, how come each day it’s
a struggle.
How come everyday I have to work
so hard just to feel it?
I dread it when it’s nighttime.
Because each night I literally feel
that my heart is breaking into pieces.
How can I say goodbye to misery?
How can I not let my emotions get
the better of me?
I want to see the world.
It might change the way I think and feel.