Of feelings and choices.


How I wish it would be easy to just brush off some emotions. 
Why do some feelings, fleeting as it may seem, can't die a natural death? 
Why can't we wake up the following day not knowing we actually grow fond of something. 

How I wish it would be easy to say that it's just ephemeral. 
That everything's just a make-believe, that feeling of becoming a lovesick puppy all over again and that feeling that something in front of your eyes can actually send shivers down your spine.   

Sometimes, things happen that would make us question those that unusually bother us. 
Sometimes, these things let us realize how in touch we really are with our emotions. 
But sometimes, we just can't fool ourselves. 
There are just some feelings we can't totally run away from. 


Yeah, it's true that there are always questions that need to be answered especially when it concerns matters of the heart. 
BUT there are also words that are better left unsaid, given certain circumstances. 

And to convince ourselves of something that we're not even sure of is another issue. 
'Coz the more we deny it, the harder it will persists. 
And we just have to come to terms with it. Sometimes accepting that maybe we only let ourselves be carried away with misleading circumstances can help so we can forget about it in an instant. 



So the question now boils down to being logical. 
We have to guard our emotions and resort to letting some emotions remain unexpressed. But how can you even be logical with feelings? How? 


As they say, we always have an option as HAPPINESS IS ALWAYS A CHOICE. 
We either take the risk and lose something to hopefully gain something better or let certain puzzles remain unsolved and BE HAPPY with our decision.